my web diary..

monday - july 24th, 2023
truly feeling the horrors over these past few days it seems.. i am having a possible psychotic break right now but that's the most i will elaborate! today, i watched Kotoko (2011) and let me just say WOW. i'm afraid you guys won't understand when i say Kotoko is me... cried and cried more at that movie, genuine hard watch when the movie (already disturbing in itself) feels like a metaphor for my personal life, i have never related to a movie nor character more (smiles)
also went to the doctors this morning for a check up. other than problems with my insurance, things went well! i'd really like to start getting into more hobbies (baking, reading, anything..) my life is practically 99% on the internet right now and i desperately want to change that

saturday - july 22nd, 2023
wow!!! my first ever diary entry.. how exciting! i have nothing very interesting to add here other than i'm happy to have finally put up my first site on here despite daydreaming abt it for a long time (i am also a huge noob to coding). today, i got a lot done, well, on my computer at least. it may not seem too productive, as i didn't leave the house, but i'm pleased with myself. i will continue to work hard! n_n